WHAT I WANT TO BE
The Gospel JOHN 4:6-15
Jesus, tired from his journey, sat down at the well. The hour was about noon. When a Samaritan woman came to draw water, Jesus said to her, "Give me a drink." ...The Samaritan woman said to him, "You are a Jew. How can you ask me, a Samaritan and a woman for a drink?" (Recall that Jews have nothing to do with Samaritans.) Jesus replied, "If only you recognized God's gift, and who it is that is asking you for a drink, you would have asked him instead and he would have given you living water." "Sir," she challenged him, "you do not have a bucket and this well is deep. Where do you expect to get this flowing water? Surely you do not pretend to be greater than our ancestor Jacob, who gave us this well?" ... Jesus replied, "Everyone who drinks this water will be thirsty again. But whoever drinks the water I give him will never be thirsty; no, the water I give shall become a fountain within him, leaping up to provide eternal life." The woman said to him, "Give me this water, sir, so that I shall not grow thirsty and have to keep coming here to draw water."
The Media             "Suddenly I See" K T Tunstall
"Suddenly I see, this is what I want to be. Why the hell it means so much to me? This is what I want to be. Suddenly I see. And she’s taller than most and she’s looking at me; I can see her eyes looking from the page of a magazine. She makes me feel like I could be a tower, big strong tower, yeah, the power to be, the power to give, the power to see." 
Many people who met Jesus Christ during his lifetime felt the desire to do something better with their lives. They faced the question that is implicit in K T Tunstall's song "Suddenly I See," namely, "What do you want to be" and answered, "Something better than I am right now." One such person was the Samaritan woman in John's Gospel. The dialogue between Jesus and her at the beginning of the story is a dialogue of someone searching for something better and Jesus who could supply the ultimate "something better," namely, eternal life.

The song and the Gospel passage of the Samaritan woman leads a concerned person to ask some questions that could lead to serious consideration. Right now in your life, with all the ups and downs, all the things that you have been through, what do you want to be? Do you want to be a little smarter, maybe a little more attractive, do you want to be happier that you are, more athletic, thinner? Maybe you know that there are some things that you should be, but you're not quite there yet, and your intention is do something about it, as the lady in K T Tunstall's song who sings, "This is what I want to be."

We must accept the responsibility. We must live our lives the way we want to live them. Yes, we can take suggestions from other people, even from magazines, but ultimately it is our choice. Jesus offered eternal life to the woman in Samaria, but she had to choose to take it. It is the same eternal life that Jesus offers us as we live in this complicated world. If we choose to accept it, as the Samaritan woman finally did, it will mean some things that may be difficult, some things that we have to change in our behavior patterns perhaps, but in the end, after we make those changes, we will be exactly what we want to be.
                        
THOUGHT
Ultimately, what do you want to accomplish in your lifetime? 
 
PRAYER
Good and gracious God, we have the choice of being what we want to be in life. You have given us a free will that insures it. Help us accomplish things in life that will help others in some way, and give us the grace to accomplish things that will ultimately lead to our eternal life with you. Be with us, we pray.

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Fr. Mike Scully is a member of the Capuchin Province of Mid-America