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When
the
apostles returned, they explained to [Jesus] what they had done. He
took them and withdrew in private to a town called Bethsaida.
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"If
you only knew, I’m hanging by a thread;
I’d sacrifice
my beating heart before I lose you. I
still hold onto the letters you returned. I
swear I’ve lived and learned. It’s
4:03 and I can’t sleep without you next to me. I
toss and turn like the sea. If I drown
tonight, bring me back to life,
breathe your breath in me. The only
thing that I still believe in is you, if you only knew. If
you only knew how many times I counted all
the words that went wrong."
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The apostles of
Jesus were not theologians. They were simple men whom the Lord had
called
to preach the Gospel that he had taught them. They learned as best
they
could. Then, he sent them out into the towns of Galilee in order to prepare for his
future
preaching in those towns. Knowing themselves and what their lives
were like before, they were
absolutely amazed at what they could do. They had done incredible
things. They had taught, and people
had listened. They had discussed things about their religion that
the
people had never heard of. They had anointed people, curing their
illnesses. No doubt very excited when they came back to Jesus,
they
reported everything they had done and taught. Jesus welcomed them
back and
gave them a chance to reflect on what they had done.
In Shinedown's song, the man in the relationship is begging his girlfriend to come back. It is an extremely difficult situation for him because he is on the point of losing it, a thought that is captured by the excellent video which takes place on the steel girders of an unfinished skyscraper in New York City. In reality, his girlfriend must be the one who has the decision to make. Should she come back? Has he really lived and learned a lesson? From the song, we do not know what she finally decided, but one is certain that the man learned a lesson. Those ideas could very well be the same ideas that Jesus gave to his apostles as he took them to their retreat in Bethsaida. We all have so many experiences as we live our lives--they are indeed sources from which we can learn. We really can "live and learn." |
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THOUGHT In general, what helps us live and learn more than anything else? PRAYER Good and gracious God, we
can constantly learn from the things that you give
us in life. Our problem is, of course, that we sometimes do not want to
take the time to learn from what happens to us. Give us the grace to
truly live and then learn. Be with us, we pray.
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©2007
Capuchin Province of Mid-America
Fr. Mike Scully is a member of the Capuchin Province of Mid-America |